okay peps this is a very odd dream.
here goes nothing^^lol

Magik. the first part of the dream is Harry Potter. but not some crazy stalker dream oh no.the characters were realistic. not movie type but actual people people and who you were in the dream you were the main character.--not harry potter.in the eating room, high ceilings,many tables, too many people.familiar faces. of course most from Harry Potter and my own life.Magik was in all of us. but of course there was no 'muggles' there was only people that lost their powers for a few and people extreamly powerful.
the place had a hotel attached to it. i was on the fifth floor. many people were following me-friends i think.
then i was at my late grandmother's house and my mom wanted me to help move furniture around with my magik. i tried...but it didnt work that well...i started to get depressed and not understanding it. so i left and was met by a man that said he could help. he is with the people that help the ones that lost their magik.
whats strange is that i had to climb onto a crate in the middle of the sea.with sharks...isnt that a lovely test?well i passed and then went to some desert...it was strange...i got my powers back..slowly though. there was a house in the middle of the desert. people were leaving,driving away...im barefoot and have to walk all the way through the desert and back...when i get back i blank out,and know that the mother inside the house and i got into a fight and she went down for the count,all blood..then im in their backyard with the son,Nathaniel,and im laying down in a big grave..but it seems more like they were making a pool but stopped...at the edge of the hole,with a gun in his right hand...im holding my head in pain-wanting him to help me..the pain in my head-apparently im too powerful to control myself..and he did the only thing he knew he could do to help...
three shots fired..he didnt want to do it..so he missed the first shot..the next two...i didnt see what was first...in my head or the one in my stomach...but..Nathaniel laid next to my body..the gun in hand..my hands on my stomach,peacefully..he fired the gun..pointed at himself..and there we rested...


yeah...thats all in my dream as much as i can remember...